When Life Throws a Curveball: A Journey of Pain, Healing, and Rediscovery

This season of my life has been, without a doubt, the hardest I’ve ever experienced. It shook me to my core. I found myself stumbling, making mistakes, trying to rebuild, only to face more loss at every turn. It felt like no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t find my footing.

I've shared glimpses of my life with you before, but I’ve held back some harder parts—maybe it was fear. But now, I see this journey, painful as it is, was necessary. It's leading me to a place God has prepared for me.

Even amidst heartache, there have been light moments. I reconnected with family and started mending relationships I thought were lost. I discovered something I hadn’t been giving myself: permission to care for me—the real me, who needed rest, grace, and space to heal.
It’s humbling to admit, but I didn’t have it all figured out like I thought. For years, I prioritized everyone else, convincing myself it was right. Now I see how much I’ve neglected myself, and finally, I’m okay with putting myself first.

A few weeks ago, I thought I was getting it together again and even created a video about self-care. But just two days later, everything changed. What I thought was a sciatica flare-up landed me in the hospital, revealing a nerve disorder that still requires testing. My plans and momentum came to a halt.

Since then, I’ve been navigating a new normal, filled with pain and weakness in my right leg. Walking has become a challenge, and I’ve had to rely on a walker. Recovery has been slow, teaching me patience in a way I’ve never known. It’s about showing up for yourself, even when you feel broken.

My faith has been my anchor. Trusting God’s plan hasn’t been easy, especially when the path feels unclear, but I’ve learned that faith isn’t about avoiding storms—it’s about finding strength to weather them. This journey has forced me to unlearn old habits, accept imperfection, and lean into the support of those who care.

I continue striving toward my dream of becoming an inspirational speaker and podcast influencer. I envision myself standing on stage, sharing my story to make a meaningful impact. Why shouldn’t I dream big? Speaking those dreams into existence allows magic to unfold.

Even during storms, I believe miracles are possible. There have been moments of frustration and anger, questioning why this is happening to me. But these trials are shaping me, teaching me resilience and patience.

So, I challenge you: continue to dream—dream big! Embrace your aspirations and don’t give up. In pursuing our dreams, we find strength to weather life’s storms and discover our potential. 

Life throws unexpected curveballs, and this has been a significant one. In those moments—when you feel completely undone—you discover what you’re truly made of. 

For me, thriving is about persistence. Finding glimmers of light in dark seasons, whether through family love, kind words from friends, or simply the decision to move forward. If you’re facing your storm, know you’re not alone. Whatever challenges you’re walking through are shaping you for something greater.

I’m still in the middle of my journey, but I know this: when this chapter finally turns, I’ll be ready. And you will be, too. So, take it one step at a time. Hold on to your faith. Lean on the people who lift you up. And above all, don’t forget to take care of yourself—you are worth it.

Stay blessed, friends. Remember, thriving isn’t about being perfect. It’s about showing up, holding on, and trusting that even in the struggle, there is beauty waiting to be revealed.